Seed Memories
September 19, 2009
I am 57 years old – or so my history would tell me from linear memory, from birth certificate, and from parentage. But I remember different. I have other memories of far-off places, traces of other lifetimes, and a greater knowing of myself that I’m getting more and more able to claim.
Seed memories I call them. Moments around which other memories are formed, legends are made, and stories born from our picture of what is true and what we claim is true.
We invent and create our histories, so that we might become the fullness of ourselves, testing the mettle of our choices. Until the time comes when we are firm and mature, able to stand in the winds of change, and able to share what we have grown.
My seed memories have allowed me to grow because they have a strong basis in my consciousness. Through them I am able to change my knowing of myself and be an amazing being, doing things that would otherwise be impossible to imagine.
I recollect one such memory – of being brought to consciousness in this current life. I recollect that it was important for me to remember what I was capable of achieving. That I stay awake and not fall asleep to dream an unconscious life. The spur – to stay awake and be conscious – was in knowing that I had been called, knowing that I had purpose and work to do, knowing that it was imperative to do the work that I was brought here for.
The guidance I had was simple and clear – you are created from the limitlessness and can become whoever you need to be, and can create in whatever way what the fullness of life desires to be made. For the memory and the form would find itself, and new life could be given from a seed, an immortal seed, that promises to unlock all possibilities of greatness in us.
This is the time of greatness. A time in which we are revealed. That nothing is held back, that we give of the fullness of ourselves, to help one another shape a world that is fully conscious and no longer resting in its own dreams.
So what are your seed memories, I ask?
The Cosmic Connection
September 17, 2009
I was doing a mentoring session over the phone and I asked my client to state the most important thing that she wanted to get from the session. Her reply was “to be more consciousness of what the energies are asking of me”.
She said that she often has no idea about her life’s work. She feels energy shifts but is unsure of the actions that she should be taking and therefore doubts herself.
As the session progressed, she spoke brilliantly about what she sees with her eyes closed -
- of a rainbow portal that brings a mystical quality of light to the Earth;
- of stars functioning as transmission stations, streaming information from star to star;
- of the setting up of communications between the galaxies.
Then she interacted more with her vision and could see that (beyond her physical self) she was a vast expanse of light that directed energies into the Earth through the fabric of her own being. The experience gave her confirmation of the level of her participation, more vaster than she was consciously aware.
How often though, do people stop to think of the invisible nature of their work? How much attention do they pay to the possibility, remote as it may seem, that they operate beyond their human consciousness, doing things that are powerfully staggering? How often do people dare talk about these things anyway, even when they know that it’s all true?
It is my intent, in my mentoring sessions, that people find out what they do in their unconsciousness, so that they connect with and can own the power and nature of the incredible work that is theirs.
Well I let this mentoring session run its course, allowing my client to describe in detail what she was experiencing, before I told her that she was being more powerful when she got curious about what she is doing. Her off-planet role just needed to be recognised, appreciated and accepted into her normal daily routine. Now, instead of waiting to be told what to do, she can take full responsibility for seeing what to do next.
Our heritage is not Earth-bound. Our heritage is infinite and changeable, perceivable through visions, gained through energy sensitivity, and owned by our ability to surrender to our next knowing of ourselves. That knowing expands dramatically when we factor in our Cosmic Connection.
Stopping the chatter
September 16, 2009
I did a mentoring session with a client to find a way for her to appreciate every moment.
Her initial complaint was that she wanted to stop her mind chatter. I came up with a few steps to help her achieve that.
1. You physically stop what you are doing and you tell yourself that you are stopping.
2. You decide what’s important in this moment. Get the sense of choosing what’s important … what is now … what is the priority for you.
3. You consciously change the place where you are thinking from.
Historically, the default setting for our thinking has been to see everything in personal terms. That we are separate from each other, living our own version of what life is about. In that world view everything has to conform to certain lines of thought. Your communications are confined to you and dare not be shared.
The new place of thinking is expansive, timeless, appreciative, all-encompassing and awesome. It’s more natural. It’s the place that is concerned with allowing you/us to really connect and to enjoy our connectiveness.
It’s not about rushing around trying to achieve things, trying to get things done for the sake of it, or allowing yourself to be distracted by non-important stuff. It’s about allowing everything to drop away that is no longer important and to communicate only what is important right now.
You change the place where you think from by taking the time to explore and learn what is important to you. Taking the time to feel the joy of every moment. That helps you to be more alive, more present, and more sustaining. It increases your depth of vision (inner and outer) because you actually discover things that you were too busy to notice before – and you have the time now to explore with your senses.
Perhaps the most wonderful thing to discover is that all of life is talking to you. As you become more conscious of that then your consciousness reaches out to everything and engages with it – and the mind chatter miraculously stops!
Entering the Dream
September 16, 2009
I was listening to a programme from the TV series “Numb3rs” (in which a maths genius applies mathematical principles to tackling crime), when something was said that really touched base with me.
It was the insights from a maths professor who had just returned to Earth after spending 6 months on an international space station. He talked about his experiences in space and said -
“I entered my dream. My being became bigger than my body, bigger than my history.”
My ears could have tingled, for in the way that he spoke it you were taken into a sublime experience.
“I entered my dream.” Feel what that implies. Feel how moving and exciting it is, to enter your biggest dream and to know that you are living it.
Such a revelation does not require us to physically leave the Earth (thank goodness!) But it’s the ability to detach from our history and know ourselves differently in the NOW: the freedom to define the nature of our beingness and the context in which we operate, that gives us a great sense of vast possibilities.
Somehow the words resound the achievement of the first moon landing, and recall our collective looking back at Earth, to view the precious space that we physically occupy.
Our beings are bigger than our physical space. Our beings form the infinite. We get a sense, a feeling of what that might be. As humans, living the spell of history, we have watched the skies and wondered about creation. Yet the moment we cross the barrier and become vaster than the sum total of all our experiences, the moment that we live unfettered by the constrictions of time/space thinking, then we no longer talk about life in terms of dreams waiting to be lived.
There is nothing to compare with knowing that you are living the vastness in every possible sense of meaning. Bigger than the world, the universe, the deep spaces of creation. Bigger than dreams, bigger than physical reality – for you know that collectively we create the vision of what it all is.
The Sound Of Music
September 16, 2009
Waves of Cosmic Sound
I hear Cosmic Music.
I hear this music arising from inside of me. Full orchestral arrangements called upon cue to stir me to action.
This is no fancy or trick of mind. It is a calling that I hear – a call to participate in something so stirring and momentous that I cannot refuse. And so I listen – deeply, reflectively, joyously.
I listen to the many varied patterns of seeming chaotic frenzy but my hearing brings a constructive ordering to it all. My ears pick up harmony, and my sense of counterpoint is well honed.
As I take breath to sing, I become that which I sing. I sing universes in their creation and in their creating, letting ripples of melodies pass through me. I am of the patterns of the experience so I have no judgment in what I hear, in how I sing: my interpretation of what I experience exceeds my thinking. So I have to think differently – I have to be different, be vaster, be more Cosmic.
Waves of stellar beauty crash upon the shoreline of intellectual feeling, shattering it with a thousand strains of emotion. The emotion is but a single breath of the full force that is stirred, untempered, until I strive to mellow the tempo, softening it so that I may examine the more subtle, underlying tones of the ecstasy. And an ecstasy of feeling crescendoes through me.
In the briefest lulls I engage with the passion that seeks to burst out and overwhelm all it touches. But I detect it’s coming and savour the joy of it’s naked revelation. Knowing that what I feel is a calling – perhaps from some far distant source that has no name, a place where Life has yet to be born and given focus.
I am the MusicMaker … the craftsman of an art that speaks and sings and calls to Life, stirring it and creating possibilities with every breath.