Immortal Being (4)
April 2, 2010
I am a being that is eternally young -
I am wildly, vastly creative -
I am the embodiment of all that I desire.
I AM ETERNAL AND IMMORTAL.
On my 50th birthday I told my wife that I was going to live for ever. Her immediate response was “I don’t think I want to do that” and then proceeded to list her reasons why she would be living a ‘normal’ span of years. At the end of it I remember saying, “But you don’t understand … I’m opening the gates to something new.”
Back then I didn’t have the language to describe what I felt but I knew it had nothing to do with age: it was the possibility of having the consciousness to experience eternity. I didn’t know what would happen if I died but I suspected that I would be completely lucid in passing back to non-physical beingness.
Hah! Little did I know that three years later I would have a near-death experience, where my thought “so this is how it ends” came as I was repeatedly rammed against a wooden fence by an irate cow. No I didn’t die, but it started my research into physical embodiment. I had exploded a thought barrier about what death was and now I wanted to find out what life could be, in all its glorious possibility.
I had a vision of a new physicality emerging.
Just a few days ago I picked up my old copy of ‘Starseed Transmissions’, written by Ken Carey back in 1978, and flicked through some pages. I came across -
“Let yourself die to the past and wake up in the present moment … Let yourself die to all that does not really exist and discover what does.”
“To those who have (at)tuned themselves … the coming interval of non-time will literally expand into eternity.” **
He was right. Our human sense of time has changed: a natural rhythm has been established that allows for synchronicity and a deepening appreciation of whatever we choose to experience. We have learned about energy, explored the nature of consciousness, talked with non-physical beings, understood how telepathy works, developed inner knowing, found how to live ecstatically, and realised that we no longer have to hold on to anything. For everything that we experience is creatable. Everything that we need exists here right now. Not in any other time. Not in any other reality.
I, and many others that I personally know, have lived the equivalency of many ‘normal’ lifetimes in the span of just a dozen or so years. Back in the 1990′s you were lucky to find people who had open hearts. I remember sitting in a full restaurant one day with Soleira, my wife, and I realised that we were the only two in the place: everyone else was spiritless, there was no consciousness or feeling of aliveness in all the people around us. We were the only ones there.
Life has accelerated much since that moment. It is no longer a series of sequential planned steps to follow. Our awareness has become multidimensional and multi-layered. We know things that we have never been taught during our human ‘education’. We have discovered that we are the expression of energy and that we can design the reality that we wish to embody.
Stop for a moment, keep your eyes open. Expand your awareness from your centrepoint and notice its endless reach. Do you notice pain and suffering, disease or want? Of course not. You are not these thoughts, you do not look at creation in that way. For you are the force of possibility of life flourishing in the vastness and in the minute. You are the eternal, forever new in every swirl of movement.
You and I – are we one or are we many? Let us say that we are collective consciousness, the intelligence and wisdom of the Cosmos: a consciousness that has connection to all life and allows us to dance in any possibility that we choose.
So whatever happens in our physical form is viewed with insight and creative possibility. Our physical relationship with life is no longer a progression towards death – it’s become a delightful enquiry about what can happen next, as we expand our knowing of what is possible, and collapse the historical thinking of what was thought to be true.
I am eternally young. I am immortal.
I am the breath of the wind that journeys in this eternal place called home.
** taken from ‘The Starseed Transmissions’ © 1982 Ken Carey
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One Response to “Immortal Being (4)”
Oh, Santari…how wonderful. I have no memory of those quotes from “Starseed Transmissions”. I’m sure they are there in my consciousness somewhere. Now I’ll have to re-read that book,if I still have it. Your comments are especially meaningful to me as I approach my 75th year on planet Earath. Thank you for posting this at a time when so many in the collective are focused on the eternal spirit of love, life, resurrection, and immortality. You are the best cosmic dragon I know!
Flowing love tides, ripples and bubbles to you.
Sue