Even Better Than
May 24, 2010
I realise that I’m back in that wonderful space of when I was a kid.
Experiencing again a carefree delight in everything, feeling the ginormous length of the summer blossom out ahead of me, loving the excursions into the countryside, and exulting in the glorious beauty of youth with the promises of lush experiences still to come.
Actually my days now are even better than the first flush of youth. In this second spell of youth I have many friends, spread across the world, that I celebrate a strong connection with. Not just casual contacts but people that I love and deeply care about.
Over the intervening years I’ve grown an ever-deepening love for life.
I feel cherished, loved and supported – seen, respected and understood – in ways that I never experienced as a child. I’ve come to appreciate that being open to others produces remarkable and wonderful changes in them and in me. And the delight I experience, in witnessing the graceful transformation of those that I love, somehow releases me to live at my own pace with no count of the days ahead.
In truth, I think that the world has undergone a release. The serious and significant phase of humanity, tight-lipped and enduring, has gradually been fading throughout my life. A new freshness has risen in those of us who have dared to hold out for something better, brighter, and more lasting than what we thought was the fragrant beauty of life.
We have added colour, originality, and the masterful strokes of our own creative outpourings, to say and declare that this now is the life worth living. And the powerful force that erupts within us takes us beyond any childhood memories to establish a new beginning, a new centrepoint for childhood, where beauty is continually revered and revealed, where the sharing of wisdom is our delight.
To have such depth of feeling was not available in my first youth. I didn’t know then what I was saying “yes” to. But now I do – boldly, enthusiastically, and with no holding back – I’m saying “yes” to something coming that’s even better than anything I ever dreamt could possibly be.
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3 Responses to “Even Better Than”
Dear Santari,
I hear the resonance of my own feelings and thoughts in your words. Thank-you for expressing a collective emerging with such eloquence!!! I add my voice to yours and say YES to that which is arriving with such delicacy, tender boldness and rushing force!
Love, Tanya
I told Soleira once that I cherish your blog entries…Now I have 2 share with you HOW magical this one was 2day and how it found another resonant source for me.
This evening, after reading your email, I stumbled upon a web portal called gate144.com and as I clicked on QUANTUM QUOTES, this is WHAT I read…enjoy,
Cezarina
Niger, West Africa
“Much will change because you are finally allowing that change to occur. Never look back, never surrender and never be afraid. Whatever you are feeling, whatever you are doing, whatever you are creating – at the heart of it all is LOVE.
You can always step into that Love with the understanding that you are a grand being that I would call a CHILD. Go back into that playfulness. Be that child once again, always.
In the child lives the garden of the Gods, the place that has been forgotten by many. Once this place is found again, it is possible to enter a state of what we Elohim call Shalalea. Translated into your language, it means: in Blessing You, I Bless Myself, I Bless All Things, and in this Blessing we are all ONE.
This, my loves, is the Blessing of a Child.
Shalalea to you all. ”
– MATTIAS OF THE ELOHIM
Taken from : The Blessing of a Child
Santari you have a wonderful way of expressing the nowness of this magnificent time of evolution!
I too feel i am embracing a deepening affinity to the exhilaration of free expression, movement and living.
an amazing free fall into blissful living!
i gift this also to my son who already lives this way. my gift to him is to encourage, not inhibit, this amazing energetic way of being.
love fleur x